Saturday, 31 October 2009

Too long

The worst thing about not posting for so long, is struggling to remember which username & password combo fits here... finally got it right though :)

'relationship' is still all good. Work has improved dramatically & I am having a lot of fun pissing off the competition mwhahahaha!

But this is about the relationship side of my life. He's pretty great actually. a gradual progression of emotions happening.
That L word has been thrown around in my head, & there are definitely some warm fuzzies happening, but it's not that kind of all consuming, passionate, young, all or nothing kind of intense LOVE. It's based on more adult themes of friendship, respect & appreciation. There goes my youth!

The strangest thing to me is the happiness I feel. I was happy being single, I still maintain I don't NEED someone extra in my life, but having someone to spend social times & cuddles is great & i feel even happier.
Although he doesn't really compliment me (verbally) he never puts me down in any manner either, this leaves me to get my own shit together & continue to have the freedom to direct my life where I want it to go.

In slightly related news, I went back to weight watchers last week. About 4-5years ago i went, when i was my fattest (98kg) and lost about 5kg, before life took over & threw me other curb balls I had to deal with, then I continued to loose a few more kg over time very gradually yah! Last month or two I have just been lazy & as I threw away most of my WW material when I moved I decided to go back and get back on track.
It really suits me and how my life is at the moment, I'm enjoying having decent and varied food in the fridge & cooking. Last week I lost 1.1kg :) with minimal exercise.
My plan is to stick with the food side of things & then when i plateau - which will probably be in week 4/5, I'll up the exercise. I figure I could get a skipping rope & jump rope while things cook, or go for a walk around the block (my block is pretty long). Also if I rejoin RHBs that is intense exercise, although only once a week - better than none though :)
I do however need to measure how tall I actually am - to get my optimum weight range correct.

Tonight I am off to a Halloween party! I'm driving as drinking costs a lot of points!!