I have to admit, sometimes I forget what this blog is for, it's general theme and/or purpose. It was created to have somewhere to bitch & moan about my lack of social life and other such more private angsts.
So
Had a party on friday, and now i feel a bit more comfortable with the term "party" as I had 10 people show up, and only 2 of these were not drinking. Sing star was played through out the evening and things finally wrapped up at about 3am.
Now, I had no expectations of any "hook ups" of any degree, and was mostly expecting to drink, dance, sing and eat nibbles. And i did partake in all of these activities.
things did get a little "high-school" with one of my male friends telling me that "BoyA" was interested in me... although i thought he was interested in one of the other girls, but apparently he had talked to her, then talked to me, and he no longer was interested in her. hmmm ok - lucky i was under the influence really. - this was all relayed through my friend - who was also drinking.
A bit later I'm dancing with BoyA and he snuggles up, and starts kissing me... ok... but he wouldn't let me kiss him... I'm thinking 'bit of a controller?' after a while, his friends start to leave and he gets chased out the door - I think this is fairly funny!!
The next point, I have a chat to my 2 single guy friends and one of them shows interest in one of my new girl friends, so I do the friend thing, and go and ask her what she thinks. Find out, no, she has a lot going on in her life right now, and prefers to be single. Fair enough.
So I convey that to friend who I shall now call "BoyB" who is fine, and I tell him how awesome I think he is, cause he is - I really value him as my friend & he tells me I could do better than BoyA - and somehow we end up kissing! Which was very nice, although I was feeling like a bit of a skank, and he's not really "allowed" to do anything with me (ex-girlfriend thing). So this part was particularly surprising, and also pretty good.
So now? Well, BoyA has texted me, vaguely suggesting to have a 'sober' meeting.. although nothing is set yet. BoyB I haven't heard from.
I'm not going to force anything with either, if something happens, it does, and if it doesn't so be it. Also, due to one of these boys possibly reads this blog, i am not going to say any more.
1 comment:
Good luck!
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