I have a 'date' tonight. I have dressed for it from the get go... flirty dress, stockings, boots (cardy for warmth). With someone who I didn't think i was going to be allowed access to again... but of course time is the best healer. Probably after tonight he will say once again that we shouldn't do this again... blah blah.. and perhaps it is not in the best interest of his mental state... but it feels so good! I would also like to point out, that I NEVER initiate these events.
This person is very good at bringing out the nasty slutty side of me... which i find particularly exciting... only I do wonder if I get in a relationship will THAT person, do guys want a slutty dirty (monogomous) wife? I dont have to be that way, I lived for 4 years with a perfectly nice guy, where our sex life was ok, but he wasn't into oral... which was ok, after all I never want to force someone to do something they don't feel comfortable with.
I hope i don't fall for this guy... that could get messy, I just want him to be happy.
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