Feet first

I was a bit hesitant, at first. Scared, not of the action or him.

I was hesitant due to the after effect. it wont happen for a while, but it will happen.

This after effect happens after or near the end of the 'friend with benefit' and isn't so much targeted at this particular friend. It's where i get tired/bored with the lack of connection and start to want more than just the fun. It's that part that sucks. That's what I'm scared of.

But i know, and say screw it... I'll do it anyway, spice up my life, get some action. I'm not worried about getting involved with him, i like my independence too much, and he is a little obsessive with his GFs, not to mention it'll be a long time till he's over his last. Also he likes tuna - deal breaker ;)

in other news I think i just felt the earth move!