Wednesday, 14 May 2008

like a kitten with yarn

I have been distracted by an idea I can do nothing about until mid-August.

this is mean and unfair, as I operate much better (in my opinion) under pressure with very short time frames. Actually really I just go: 'what the fuck - let's do it!'

My friend John - problem in previous post - has recommended that when a mutual friend of ours gets back in the country - assuming he doesn't find a job where he is at the moment - I should try my luck. hmmmmmm really not sure. but it has distracted me.

firstly I have known said person -who I shall just call "Austin Powers" or "AP" due to his ability to get the girls, although none of us understand how - longer than I have known my ex husband, infact I was shagging him, just before I got together with said husband. This husband was the reason I stopped shagging him - a good reason I thought at the time.

Since then, we have hooked up a couple of time (after separation of course) but nothing came of anything.

He does intrigue me - probably due to the fact that I don't understand why he causes a reaction in me at all! He is quiet, fairly shy, intellectual, and all this unnerves me. He also has numerous interests which I can only share on a very light basis.

Still they say opposites attract.

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