I'm having a low swing. I know this, and I know that so long as I hang around I'll be OK.
Nothing is all that bad, just feeling a bit despondent. This morning I was fantasising about being taken out - just laid up, so I didn't have to be responsible for anything, I don't want to die or anything. It's a horrible thing to think about really, I'm a single mother for gods sake, but I'm firstly a person.
At this stage i think these thoughts are mostly due to to my lack of finances, but it also I fear has a it to do with the isolation I feel and the trappedness of my situation. which really comes back to lack of money. Maybe it's just PMS? lack of healthy food? time of year? Lack of a grown up cuddle?
Or do I simply need another coffee?
silly really. I have nothing that bad to complain about - yesterday I got the corset I bought off TM, and it was too big for me! what a complaint!!
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