ye Gods!

Patience is something i generally have, although as i get older it is becoming harder to hang on to. Speaking of getting older: I finally found a grey hair on Sat - pretty exciting, infact i pulled t out and put it in my bag to keep :) I'm on track for average really at 31 nearly 32 I get my first sign of aging that isn't related to alcohol.
I am also feeling a little freaked by this up and coming birthday, i just dont really like even years, it's a radioactive thing as I remember what i was doing in my half life, and when i start to realise that half my life ago i started doing things i'm still doing now, it's a bit freaky - like driving. I've had my lisense for half my life. I was also having more sex then than now - perhaps this is the one that sucks the most.
I realised however - and this is a new one for me - that i'm just not in a place in my life where i can do another one night stand, or meaningless sexual encounter. VERY strange feeling that one. But hey, you live you learn, you try new things.

Oh back to patience; I'm on dial up, but keep forgetting that there is no speed and having 3 windows open only slows things down. Also I am the family computer expert - scary, and my mother wants a website for her shop - oh ye gods! I really don't want to be doing this kind of thing. new mantra for the day: 'live, learn, try new things'. She keeps losing documents off her computer! What the hell will happen when I'm back in welly??

I spotted a new painting when I got here too - really intriguing abstract piece - not my mother or step dad at all! they normally have something a bit more tangeable like scenery or animals etc, but mum got it for the pattern - so she can copy it into her craft - now it makes sense. It didn't cost her much, and i had much delight turning it round before finally settling on which way up I think it should go - hehehehe. there is no signature to confirm which way up it goes. I think Mum is going to bring it up to me at Xmas :)

There is more to come on earlier adventures, but it may wait for my return to the Cap.