to improve 'our lot'.
simple really, after all aren't we always trying to better ourselves, our lives, our finances, health, love etc?
If we really accept what we have in life - is there any point in continuing? don't get me wrong, it's nice to take pause and enjoy what we have - just not for too long, or we get complacent and loose it all.
My problem is that if i sort out what i do want, and go after it but don't get it - that pisses me off. What a waste of time! where i could have been going after something i would get - but what the hell is that? and do i want it?
Ok so it's true, i want what i can't have. so where does that leave me? I've settled for less before, and i'm not doing it again.
Then again if i actually got what i want, what then? maintain - or drive further? actually this question is redundant given previous conclusions.
I know, melodramatic - but if it exists my brain here, i can cope in RL. at least that's my theory. And i have many theories - mostly based on logic, experience and with minimal research.
If i was going to have a production company - I'd call it "Winginit productions"
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